Superstar

"Superstar", Lupe Fiasco

I'm on a roll. I can definitely say I received good marks on all of my midterms. Even before the curves, I'm more than satisfied. It's relieving to know I'm on top of things. Management and motivation.

I'm not too sure if I should be happy in how I'm turning out here. I've changed. I've noticed that I'm more contained. I like contemplating and thinking to myself. I sat under the moon (no stars) for 30 minutes a little past midnight. I felt so...filtered? No overburdening stress. I really like this light feeling. But, I'm no longer the social.

I've set a goal of finishing both the Old Testament and the New Testament before the end of the school year. I just might be able to attain this with my daily ritual. In fact, I'm off to read my bible after I shower after this post.

Tonight was Hedrick open mic night. Hillary performed. It was really entertaining and a relieving sidetrack from homework. It makes me jealous that every plays the guitar here. I really want to continue learning. I need a guitar first though. I'm saving up to buy one. I haven't spent money in such a long time. But I have no source of income, so therefore, I save nothing.

My back is completely aching. I have to hold a slumped posture to feel less pain. I disclosed this to a couple of people and was not taken seriously. It really bothered me. I can't complain, just gotta suck it up.

Oh, winter,
John.

PS. I'm shaving my hair possibly this weekend or next.