It has all changed, I feel. I don't know how/what to feel about all of this. The distance, independence, decisions, failure. I'm too scared to tackle life on my own. I need focus. I need to piece this all together. I need to consider all of what is happening, happened and will happen is under God's sovereignty. I need to push through.
On a side note, I need some suggestions for stress relief. My floor has put on several activities that calms me and takes me away from all the pressures. Painting (the PI flag), Halloween decorating, Signs, Poker, Cookie Decorating. But, ultimately... it's not enough. I started to read my bible (goal of finishing the whole thing by end of school year) and absolutely lost my face and pride. I don't know why I never got back/set a schedule to read it.
I went vegetarian for a week. A WEEK, 7 DAYS, MILLIONS OF HOURS. not millions. I never imagined pulling that off. I'm not vegetarian this week. I will be next week. Every other week perhaps?
My router or internet source thing in my room isn't functioning. This leaves me working on my computer in the lounge. I guess this is a good thing. I need to be better motivated.
I donated blood. I save lives.
I've been so over-prided about my culture. I'm glad to be Filipino and Filipino-American. Double perspective. It's great to live in such a diverse place, but it's even more amazing finding people with the same situations regarding cultural identity. I've never been this proud. This explains why I painted a Philippine flag.
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