Sunday, September 21, 2008

Alone


I sit here alone in an empty lounge, looking out the window with the sun beating heavily upon my forehead. I'm not complaining. Maybe a little since I can't see my screen. But I kind of like it. The lifestyle. I feel free to do whatever I want. And for now, I want to sit here and not worry about anything. That was an update... for those who needed/wanted it.

I've pigged out everyday and every meal I've eaten here. I won't be surprise if I gain 15 pounds by the end of the year. I want to gain weight, for goodness sakes. I eat and eat like crazy, but I'm still a little twig. It just looks disgusting that I;m skinny and I have protruding muscles (mainly from wrestling). So, please, food and metabolism, please work with me here. It's the only thing i ask of you. On the plus side, I've been consuming water like crazy! I blame the tempting nalgene bottle I bought that has a label of "UCLA BRUINS". I seriously rushed to the bathroom yesterday 7 times, all in between some activity. I just refilled my bottle before I blogged and now it's half empty.

It's Sunday. I don't know what to do. I should go to church, but I haven't contacted people to inquire about meeting hall/fellowship.

I'm off to lunch, but I will be back. BRUINBASH tonight!

1 comment:

Discovering Myself said...

aww john you pee like me now. anyways, i hope your hopes of gaining weight happen. you are not alone. you can always call me!!